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Perhaps you're familiar with Silverchair, and recognized my username.
Maybe you're just nosy and want someone to taunt.
Maybe you think you're doing me a favor by telling me to stop what I'm doing.
It's possible that you're one of my friends, and you're horrified that someone would do this to their body.

The point is, I don't know why you're here. I can't pretend I'm not interested, because I am. But there's so little time, and this is about me. This little piece of the internet... this is mine. And I still feel selfish for saying that.

This is the part of my life the no one on the outside ever sees. Not my friends, not my guidance counselors, not my teachers, not my family... no one. This is my road to perfection, and I didn't pack any meals for the trip.

I am NOT encouraging any of you to imitate me. In fact...
DON'T IMITATE ME. WHAT I'M DOING IS NOT RIGHT FOR YOU.
This is not an "elitist" disease. I'm selfish, I'm a little bit twisted.
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Now that I'm done with that...
This is a journal to keep track of my progress. My daily caloric intake, my excercize log, my pedometer log, and a journal to describe what I see, whether it be in the mirror or otherwise. Maybe I'll post pictures once I get a digital camera, but not of me without a friends lock. Pictures of the outdoors and such.

I've had disordered eating habits for about 4½ years. It's been a bumpy road, one that I don't suggest ANYONE travel.

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